Message | Before I relate my experience to you, let me state that I am perfectly willing to undergo any scientific tests whatsoever (hypnosis, regression, lie detection, etc.) to establish the veracity of this experience. In fact, I would positively welcome any assistance which could possibly shed light upon it.
While most people will probably insist that my experience is nothing more than a dream or a false memory, this particular memory has remained unusually sharp and clear in my mind to this day, 36 years later. In fact, this memory has only grown in significance with time, puzzling me as to what it could possibly have been. Nothing like it has ever happened to me since, although I would dearly love to have this experience again..
It occurred at 49 Spencer Road, Wigan, Lancashire, WN1 2QR in the year 1981 or 1982. I would have been five or six years of age. The event took place one evening, late at night, when everybody in the house was in bed, asleep. I was in my own bed, sleeping, alone in my room, which was at the rear of the house on the upper floor.
I remember suddenly being woken up by an immensely bright display of lights.
Once I was awake, I also became aware of a very deep, low, humming sound and vibration. Utterly perplexed as to what was happening, I remember sitting up in my bed and looking around the room. My attention was immediately drawn to the closed curtains, because I could plainly see that the multicoloured lights were coming from outside, in the garden, beyond the curtains. The lights, they were shining so brightly I could see them through my closed curtains.
The colours were constantly moving and shifting, revolving and pulsating very rapidly, in a blur and a whirl.
I remember sitting up, facing the windows, kneeling up on my duvet and drawing open the curtains. Beneath me and to my left, in the garden below, I saw a circular -shaped object parked stationary on the lawn of the garden, directly adjacent to the neighbour's wooden fence, which was behind it to the left.
The stationary object was not taller than the neighbour's fence, so it could not have been any more than six or seven feet in height. The object was significantly wider than it was tall - at least double in width what it was in height, so perhaps up to 15 feet wide. The object was dome-shaped and flatly conical.
Although it was difficult to make out the surface of this object due to the lights that were constantly swarming and swirling across its surface, I feel compelled to assert that its surface must have been silvery smooth and metallic due to the manner in which it was so radiantly reflecting lights, like an immense, saucer- shaped, disco ball. While I was staring down at it from my bedroom window, the object remained absolutely motionless and appeared to be parked on the ground. I had no impression that it was floating or levitating in the air at all.
In contrast to the object's absolute motionlessness, its light display was exactly the opposite: a dizzying blur of kaleidoscopic lights, a dazzling swirl. The patterns were very beautiful and quite mesmerizing.
Although the object must have been only inches away from the neighbour's fence on the left-hand side, it did not seem to be affecting this fence in any way (burning or scorching it), despite the fact that it was positively glowing and throbbing with colours and light. I can remember there was no smell of burning in or sight of smoke in the night sky. This would seem to indicate that, whatever form of energy was powering this object, it was not causing any kind of combustion to wooden, flammable material despite its close proximity to wooden material.
While the object may have been some kind of vehicle, its actual purpose while I was staring down at it seemed to be a BEACON: an intentionally conspicuous device, purposefully designed to attract my attention by transmitting these multicoloured lights. I realise this sounds bizarre, but it seemed as though the object knew I was looking at it, had even deliberately engaged my attention by intentionally waking me up with its light display. It seemed as if the light display was being transmitted to me, solely for my benefit.
No other humans were present in this encounter, and I got the sense that no-one else was aware that this was happening, that this was a purely private encounter.
This has puzzled me since - how on earth could no-one else have been aware of this object and its light display, which was so incredibly bright and conspicuous in the night sky? Why did I seem to be the only one? I cannot answer these questions.
As I stood there watching the lights through my bedroom window, I remember feeling very joyful, happy, warm and at peace. The lights radiated a very deep sense of cosmic love to me. I do not remember anything more. I must have lain back in bed and gone to sleep, possibly in a state of trance.
With speculative hindsight, it seems to me that this object was communicating with me telepathically through its light display, delivering a message from across the universe. It was anything but threatening or hostile. My intuition tells me, after all these years, that these were angelic aliens: disincarnate beings of pure light dancing before my eyes. This makes sense when we speak of enlightenment, as being a process of literally becoming light.
I have kept quiet about this experience all my life for fear of ridicule but lately I no longer fear such shame because the conviction that this was a genuine encounter and not just a dream has only grown with time and age.
Very recently, I quizzed my father about this encounter. I asked him if he had ever hosted a party in the garden of 49 Spencer Road involving a very bright object blasting out luminous, multicoloured lights. He said categorically not, which only adds to the mystery of what on earth that object could possibly have been.
If my account is of any interest to you, then I am happy to provide you with any other details I can recall.
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